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Ulp.
I have a date for my op - next Monday. Slightly sooner than I anticipated - and typically the week I had booked off work for leave. Will have to cancel that now of course. I've been desperately looking forward to that time too. I know I'll still be off work, but it's not exactly the same is it!? Pah.
I'm not at the nervous about the op stage yet - no, let me rephrase. I'm currently at the point where I can pretend it isn't happening and can shut it out - if I allow myself to think about the practicalities I go a bit wibbly. Denial. T'is a wondrous thing!
I have a date for my op - next Monday. Slightly sooner than I anticipated - and typically the week I had booked off work for leave. Will have to cancel that now of course. I've been desperately looking forward to that time too. I know I'll still be off work, but it's not exactly the same is it!? Pah.
I'm not at the nervous about the op stage yet - no, let me rephrase. I'm currently at the point where I can pretend it isn't happening and can shut it out - if I allow myself to think about the practicalities I go a bit wibbly. Denial. T'is a wondrous thing!