{{gentle hugs}} i'm holding you close in my heart and sending up umpteen-bazillion petitions to the Universe that everything works out the very best way possible for you, hon. i really feel that good things, happy things, are ahead for you. i really, really do. it's a gut feeling, and i know those don't always count for much, but i just have a strong sense that you may be having to walk through a rough patch to get to the blue-sky-meadow beyond, and i believe it's just a short walk away. in the meantime, hang in there, and know that you are LOVED.