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lolabobs ([personal profile] lolabobs) wrote2007-11-21 05:36 pm
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I'm sorry to be so boring, but I'm so bloody miserable lately and it's doing my head in.

Nice considered, adult, erudite summation there Lola.

I have a constant sick feeling of anxiety, can't turn my head off, and am unable to settle to anything. If I'm still I want to walk, if I walk I just wanna sit in a chair and flop. I want company, and as soon as I get it I just want to be left alone. I have a tension bzzzzzzzing through my veins that just won't go away and I want to cry or shout and can never decide between the two and end up doing neither.

This is so melodramatic and emo. I don't have huge problems, my world isn't coming to an end. I have my health and my home and nothing to complain about. But still here I am doing it.

Urgh.

Note to self: Always end note on a positive...

I framed two [personal profile] enednoviel pictures at the weekend, and they look fantastic. Photographic proof will eventually surface.

2nd positive thing [personal profile] jekesta I love you! I have just selected my mood and as Hutch popped up looking woeful I thought of you and your comment of the other day and smiled!
:dances you:
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[personal profile] jekesta 2007-11-21 06:25 pm (UTC)(link)
::gloves greatly:: Luckily when I click to reply I cannot see Hutch, so I can garner GENUINE SYMPATHY, instead of just grinning at the pretty and forgetting why I was here:)

I know those feelings that you are having. I can't get rid of them or help or do anything, but yes. THEY ARE EVIL AND SHOULD STOP. Especially the being all too emo to express properly and making you feel silly for being ALL WRONG. Not that you are wrong in a way just that things are being wrong is what I mean.

::LOVES::

[identity profile] whatho.livejournal.com 2007-11-21 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I send vague and mostly useless sympathies. I don't think there's owt wrong with expressing general blahness. 'Tain't complaining. Your Hutch is very pretty.
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[identity profile] lauramcewan.livejournal.com 2007-11-21 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you PMTing? **Snugs**