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[lolabobs]

Sodding car broke down in Bury. gave up ghost at roundabout - though i was gonna get squished. came back to life at random intervals and i managed to get to thelocation an hour late.
I had telephoned ahead and asked a message to be given to the course tutors - not only did they not do this, the snotty cow at reception greeted me with "You DO know it started an hour ago" - apart from downright rude, apart from the fact I had called and apologised, apart from the fact I was very clearly stressed and flustered... it's none of her damned business!
was gonna cost around £150 justto get car home, so in the end Dad and hi business partner came to get me in their furniture lorry and trailer - we loaded car into back, and we all drove back (without Yorkies)

i'm just so frustrated i could cry. dunno what to do. got to repair it before possible to sell it, but dunt wanna spend loads. i hate driving it now. so scared it gonna go wrong. i cant even think about it

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[lolabobs.livejournal.com]

i failed my test twice. it is all a bit crapdom. then i had a mini crisis involving roundabouts that never used to exist and some snotty policemen, after this I stopped driving for many years. now i can only drive automtic cars without hyperventilating. i'm a bit crap at life actually.
especially the random receiving of money bit

[lolabobs.livejournal.com]

well, they did give me: (not JUST me u understand) a danish pastry, coffee, fish'n'chips and creme brule today, and have promised me pastry, sweet'n'sour chicken and banoffee pie tomorrow, so I spose there is a little bit of winningness going on...

I did have many years without a job (or leaving the house even) before all the food donation tho!

[jekesta]

Oh, that's horrible. ::hugs really a lot:: I hate cars, and things always go wrong and it's the worst feeling in the world and I hate it and ::hugs more:: It'll get sorted and eventually it'll all be in the past, and that's what I always tell myself, but I have no helpfulness about mending and selling and stuff, but you'll be okay because I say so. ::HUGS::

And the receptionist sounds awful and that's just rubbish because she is letting down her ENTIRE profession.

[lolabobs.livejournal.com]

you'll be okay because I say so.
and thus it will be. hurrah.
I am nervous about tomorrow so will utilise this mantra and maybe it will all go away?
(tomorrow i am in my dad's megabug car. i got significantly lost today, before the breakdown, cos you know, one cause of stress not enough is it, so just hope i can actually get there tomorrow...)

i like the idea that soon it will all have happened and be old... this is a good way of thinking i think