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Feb. 5th, 2006 11:10 pmThe mello ran away somewhere yesterday morning and i have been feeling cranky, crabby and cranky. Pah.
I was invited out yesterday and declined, then felt guilty and crabbier still for the rest of the evening - I read a book before bed then spent the next 4 hours going over and over it, dreaming/wakedreaming and just restless. last time i looked at my clock was 4am... so particularly unrested today! - then I had to go grocery shopping and I HATE grocery shopping, i get fractious and manky even when i start off in a good mood! - witnessed a shouting match between two strangers, one of whom had bumped into the other without due regard and apology, full out hollering in the aisles, so I know it's not just me who feels like that!
Mother and father invited me out for dinner - but would I drive 'cos dad's been at his naval association and been drinking rum...! Still I went and had a massive plate of roast dinner, so felt somewhat revived after that (I do get shakey and weepy when I don't eat... may explain my lumpen shape!)
Came home and watche ROPE - which cheered me up no end, I love the claustrophobic air of filmed stage plays and this had that in spades, even though it wasn't exactly that. The homosexuality was so well hinted at in a film that never once mentioned it ( even on set or in the writing process according to the author!) - and I loved the explicit direction, it was great, and did lift my mood a little..
Ah well, lunch with ex colleagues tomorrow, then shopping - I have £25 book tokens... so that will cheer me up more...!
I was invited out yesterday and declined, then felt guilty and crabbier still for the rest of the evening - I read a book before bed then spent the next 4 hours going over and over it, dreaming/wakedreaming and just restless. last time i looked at my clock was 4am... so particularly unrested today! - then I had to go grocery shopping and I HATE grocery shopping, i get fractious and manky even when i start off in a good mood! - witnessed a shouting match between two strangers, one of whom had bumped into the other without due regard and apology, full out hollering in the aisles, so I know it's not just me who feels like that!
Mother and father invited me out for dinner - but would I drive 'cos dad's been at his naval association and been drinking rum...! Still I went and had a massive plate of roast dinner, so felt somewhat revived after that (I do get shakey and weepy when I don't eat... may explain my lumpen shape!)
Came home and watche ROPE - which cheered me up no end, I love the claustrophobic air of filmed stage plays and this had that in spades, even though it wasn't exactly that. The homosexuality was so well hinted at in a film that never once mentioned it ( even on set or in the writing process according to the author!) - and I loved the explicit direction, it was great, and did lift my mood a little..
Ah well, lunch with ex colleagues tomorrow, then shopping - I have £25 book tokens... so that will cheer me up more...!
