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Nov. 21st, 2007 05:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lolabobsI'm sorry to be so boring, but I'm so bloody miserable lately and it's doing my head in.
Nice considered, adult, erudite summation there Lola.
I have a constant sick feeling of anxiety, can't turn my head off, and am unable to settle to anything. If I'm still I want to walk, if I walk I just wanna sit in a chair and flop. I want company, and as soon as I get it I just want to be left alone. I have a tension bzzzzzzzing through my veins that just won't go away and I want to cry or shout and can never decide between the two and end up doing neither.
This is so melodramatic and emo. I don't have huge problems, my world isn't coming to an end. I have my health and my home and nothing to complain about. But still here I am doing it.
Urgh.
Note to self: Always end note on a positive...
I framed twoenednoviel pictures at the weekend, and they look fantastic. Photographic proof will eventually surface.
2nd positive thingjekesta I love you! I have just selected my mood and as Hutch popped up looking woeful I thought of you and your comment of the other day and smiled!
:dances you:
Nice considered, adult, erudite summation there Lola.
I have a constant sick feeling of anxiety, can't turn my head off, and am unable to settle to anything. If I'm still I want to walk, if I walk I just wanna sit in a chair and flop. I want company, and as soon as I get it I just want to be left alone. I have a tension bzzzzzzzing through my veins that just won't go away and I want to cry or shout and can never decide between the two and end up doing neither.
This is so melodramatic and emo. I don't have huge problems, my world isn't coming to an end. I have my health and my home and nothing to complain about. But still here I am doing it.
Urgh.
Note to self: Always end note on a positive...
I framed two
enednoviel pictures at the weekend, and they look fantastic. Photographic proof will eventually surface.2nd positive thing
jekesta I love you! I have just selected my mood and as Hutch popped up looking woeful I thought of you and your comment of the other day and smiled! :dances you:
