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Sep. 5th, 2009 10:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lolabobsI dreamt a whole story. One with a beginning, middle and end. It was almost logical.
We wooed, then things started being a bit off. He would 'accidentally' almost harm me (bringing in heather to the house when I was very allergic for example), apologetic, soothing - but it became worse, he appearing to be in two places at once, my pets harmed, family won over/alienated. Fooling people around me. Making me seem odd. It got to a pivotal point where he had almost beaten me,almost killed me but I began to see and realise the tricks, so started to utilise my own. Double bluff. Using his tricks aganst him. I became stronger. I ended by beating him and his accomplice, leaving him weakened and dishonoured.
Things that strike me about this dream:
1. I clearly really distrust 'love'
2. When I'm me in dreams I rarely am actually me - it's normally my brain in another body. This dream started (the chatting up, wooing part) with me in my actual physicality. Does this mean I'm beginning to see myself differently?
3. I clearly still have trust in myself and my ability to overcome problems.
4. It would have been nice just to have a happy dream though!
- Mind you yesterday I had a romantic dream about one of my clients - not so good! (And no I wasn't in my body then)
We wooed, then things started being a bit off. He would 'accidentally' almost harm me (bringing in heather to the house when I was very allergic for example), apologetic, soothing - but it became worse, he appearing to be in two places at once, my pets harmed, family won over/alienated. Fooling people around me. Making me seem odd. It got to a pivotal point where he had almost beaten me,almost killed me but I began to see and realise the tricks, so started to utilise my own. Double bluff. Using his tricks aganst him. I became stronger. I ended by beating him and his accomplice, leaving him weakened and dishonoured.
Things that strike me about this dream:
1. I clearly really distrust 'love'
2. When I'm me in dreams I rarely am actually me - it's normally my brain in another body. This dream started (the chatting up, wooing part) with me in my actual physicality. Does this mean I'm beginning to see myself differently?
3. I clearly still have trust in myself and my ability to overcome problems.
4. It would have been nice just to have a happy dream though!
- Mind you yesterday I had a romantic dream about one of my clients - not so good! (And no I wasn't in my body then)
