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It's really not fair that I can be introduced to a brilliant new show that I can watch in its entirety in one day. Of course, I could have exercised willpower and made it last, but that's just silly.

It's grand. Ash is just very very beautiful and has the most marvellous hair and I find it odd that I haven't seen him in anything else. Then I went on imdb and saw him looking wonderful in GoT which I haven't been watching and regret now. Then I saw that he was born in the year I was 15 and things stopped being so wonderful for a brief moment, then I decided to get over that.

But he's so pretty and so vulnerable and the looks he keeps giving Stuart are so yearning and of course Stuart is his ICE contact [and I love Stuart for the Ice Ice Baby joke] and he clearly loves him and there's all those layers and oh. And while I was watching I was having an inner argument dialogue along the lines of "Don't be silly, they won't get together, you *never* expect any slash pairing to get together in any canon ever" "Ah, but it's C4, and they're open minded, and they've talked about carrots in arses and prostates and cruising and .." "But Stuart's pining for Maxine, that's the storyline they're following" "yeah, but it could just happen, maybe a little" "but it won't.." and so on.

And it's quite nice to have unrequited love, but Ash looks so sad sometimes that he does it a little too well.

And Stuart, Stuart is so self destructive and sabotagey and hiding all his feelings from hmself and he's a little bit of a twit but he's so vlnerable too and he cares, beneath all that snark, there's caring and love and support and the last episode was heartbreaking. And he reminds me of Nick Frost and that just adds to the vulnerability.

And Rached is brash and silly and irritating - and then he shows you his vulnerabilities too and he's there for his team too and maybe hasn't been as explored as the others (or maybe it's 'cos I like him a teensybit less than the other two that I didn't connect as much - I don't not like him, not at all, but he's just a tad lower down on my fondness scale.) Deep eyes.

Maxine can't walk in heels, but I love that she's so rubbish at dating and talks about the price of things and says what she thinks and has wibbly panics and is so good at her job whilst being wobbly elsewhere.



I Like. Muchly.