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[lolabobs]

I am up and down like a bloody yo-yo
not in a good way
I cried on the way to work. When I got there, walked across the carpark and felt wonderful, bouncy and happy.
An hour later, with no possible prompt I was crying again. This has set the tone for the day.
Perhaps I am manic depressive with the shorteset cycle in the world?
Either way it sucks.
I am currently in a down wave.
Things bugging me:
1)My brother has assumed he will borrow my car next week when there is a family journey to be made to Portsmouth - this is when he has yet to pay me for last year when he borrowed the car and I had to insure him. This year he has not even asked me if he can have thecar, but has asked Mum to find out how early I can let him have it because he doesn't want to be inconvenienced.
2)My friend has assumed I will phone for a job application form for her tomorrow - and then has made pointed comments about me forgetting to do it, and can I get up early especially to do it. Again, didn't actually ask me to do it, just emailed me a phone number.
3)My house still smells where a stray cat has been in and i can't find where it's been to get rid of it and I hate it
4)I am £111 in CREDIT with the phone bill and they won't send me a refund

This is enough. I have decided to stop

Things that are good: Life on Mars is about to start on the telly

Comments

[lydia-petze.livejournal.com]

/hugs

Sure you aren't PMSing? You just described pre-menstrual me *perfectly*.

[dawn-e-h.livejournal.com]

Argh - I hate those unexplained mood swings.. especially if they change that fast...but take comfort in the fact that you're not alone... and coming on here for a bit of a rant I find always helps...

As for the brother and friend just assuming you'll do things for them... blehhhh... I would say just refuse - but I think you're probably to nice for that !